I would have died.
Posted by appolus on June 19, 2022

Psa 27:13 I would have lost heart unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living.
Can I go a wee bit further brothers and sisters. I would have died unless I had seen the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. I have seen His goodness. I have laid down in that goodness the way a child lays down in the arms of his mother. He has been so good to me. I am not hoping in some goodness in some future time, I am alive because of the goodness of God. He was good to me in the depths of the fire. When everything around me was falling to pieces, when I was hard pressed on every side, He was good to me. When I was lying wounded on the battle field of life, His goodness came charging in on a white Horse and picked me up. When I could see no way ahead and despair began rising like mighty floodwaters all around me, His goodness lifted me up to higher ground.
The Lord is my strength and my shield and my heart rejoices in Him. ‘When my mother and my father forsake me, then the Lord will take care of me.” Many saints have been rejected by their loved ones for a myriad of reasons and the Lord is with them through it all. His goodness and mercy follow us all the days of our lives. In the great dark dungeons of our lives, Gods goodness light up the way out. When we are faced with challenges that we simply cannot face, His goodness brings strength to our inner man. “In the time of my trouble, He shall hide me in His pavilion.” Oh brothers and sisters, I know this pavilion, I have hidden there many many times. In the secret place of His tabernacle He hid me and set me high upon a rock.
The greatest desire of my life has been to dwell in the house of the Lord. His pavilion, His tabernacle. I want to dwell there all the days of my life to behold the beauty and the holiness of my God. Yes indeed, I would have died if I had not seen these places, not hidden in these places, not run into that High Tower. The Lord is my light and my salvation and my goodness and He is the strength of my life. My own strength has failed me so many times, and I am glad, for in my weakness, I experienced the goodness of God. In my weaknesses I boast. I can do no other. And in that boast the power of Christ rests upon me. For surely, when I am weak, He is strong in me. When I am dying, His goodness is displayed in me. When I come to the end of myself the Lord Jesus is there for all the world to see. Lord Jesus, be glorified in your servants
Anonymous said
Amen my brother amen,my spirit agrees with all you have written,without Him,i am in the grave ot the gutter,He is my strength my song and all my salvation,praise and glory be to our God and King The Lord Jesus Christ.who never leaves us or forsakes us,amazing grace how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me,i once was lost but now I’m found was blind but hallelujah,now i see ….amen and amen….
Mary said
Amen! I, too, have known the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living ✝️
appolus said
Amen Mary………………bro Frank
belovedlittlelamb said
Psalm 62:5
My soul, wait thou only upon God; for my expectation is from him.
Thank you for belting out some more verses of your life song exalting his faithfulness and goodness to you who lives believing! Only He can heal and fully cleanse us of the residue of our twisted views of Him being a harsh/untrustworthy father; making our hearts to fully open to believe and receive all He so desires to give through the gift of the Divine Union within.
appolus said
Amen sister, amen….only God. ……..bro Frank